I have now become completely confident being in pretty much any social environment while sober. And how long did it take? Around about three months and 15 days. Which really isn’t that long when you think about how I have had to undo about seven years of self and social conditioning that told me I couldn’t.
Fighting this conditioning has been hard work. I have systematically pulled day and night at the rotten roots of all these belief systems I have had around drinking and I now can finally say I have pulled it out. My head feels like it’s this fresh new veggie patch sitting under a Sunday morning sunrise. I sit looking to my future and rub my hands with this deep sense of excitement and think of all the amazing things that I can now plant in my new fertile mind.
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